Crazy.Collective.Cool.

Hey wassup everybody. Lately, the only way I could describe my life is in three different categories. These categories describe the way I have been feeling in the past months, and I am going to reveal and vent on this blog update if that is fine with you all.

Crazy
Crazy is for those people who thought it was funny to think they are above anyone and judge others who are different than themselves. To ridicule over 25 different people and half of the statements given being negative is wrong. But who am I to judge. Crazy is for all those people who thought it was funny to purposely hurt someone and not apologize for it. For all of you have a problem and won't seek professional help. Crazy is for those times when I doubt the human civilization's choice in music and sanity. Crazy is for those people who enjoy the song "stanky leg", which is very demeaning and shows how far away from the classic music styles of the greats that have come before such as : Sam Cooke, Aretha Franklin, Billie Holliday, Ray Charles,and many other African-American musicians that have defied the odds. Crazy is for those people who call people out of their names. "White" referring to an African-American who withholds themselves in a proper manner. "Lame" or "Dumb" even "Retard" showing how unsympathetic our society is towards the mentally unstable. Crazy is for this year so far, which hopefully will turn it's ways around.

Collective
Collective is for those hard times in which you must keep your composure when feeling insulted in front of other people. Colletive is for a debate that you know you have won and the opponent swears to differ. Collective is for those times that you can't make out what emotion you feel but you know your feeling something deep down inside. Collective is for those days, you wish weren't days, but only mere moments in your life that you could pass by. Collective is for secrets that tear into your soul because they have been kept long. Collective is what it takes for you to wake up every morning and create a phony expression of happiness for the world to see. Collective is what it takes for you to keep when you walk past and you feel your name whispered in another person's ear. Collective is the fake way you withstand the constant fatal blows that life strikes you with.

Cool
Cool is when a girl finally realizes that it's not about the dread-head, with sagging pants, but about the future lawyer or doctor that's going to make a difference. Cool is when a 5 year old figures out how to ride a bike without training wheels. Cool is when a celebrity gets an award and when they accept the award the first words that comes out of their mouth is "First I want to thank God". Cool is for those times where you could've went in two different directions and you choose the road less traveled. Cool is for those times a teenager makes the right decision. Cool is when someone gives their time for a cause like: cleaning communities, helping the homeless, and even assisting the elderly. Cool is when you have time to sit and feel the cool wind breeze against your cheek. Cool is when you hear a song on your iPod,Mp3, or Radio that you can relate to. Cool is when the word "Love" is used and is really meant. Cool is when you can fall asleep and there are no worries in your life. Cool is when you bypass the day without a scar or any physical pain. cool is when you can say Thank You, Hear Thank You, and Watch the word Thank You form in someone's mouth. Cool is when someone gives someone money and doesn't expect to be payed for. Cool is when someone offers help for no exact reason at all. Cool is when girls give the guy in the corner time of day. Cool is when a guy can be straight up with a girl and not cheat on her. Cool is when someone realizes that Jesus is the Christ. Cool is when people spell music with a "q" because it adds soul or retrospective. Cool is for all the things "Lame", "Retarded", "ugly". Cool is when someone realizes their "Perfect-Imperfections" that they were given by God. Cool is for all the things that are different in everyday life.

Crazy.Collective.Cool.

CB